oh no...what is going on with my google account!!!! I've been changing and resetting my account password weekly since I started posting my comment to our blog....
Now it become my routine to reset my password although I remember my password...
Even now I mastered the skill in resetting password... Isk..
Is there anyone phishing my password??? Or I have a memory problem??
let we go straight to the point....about our drama..me as a stage manager,lastly finished sketching the in and out for each scene...if there is any idea please talk to me... not just stab me in the back
talking in the back is not GOOD and not PROFESSIONAL... so,WATCH YOUR MOUTH BABEHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NOW,I'm very excited to start our practise.....WHEN WE CAN START OUR PRACTISE HAHHHHH....even I'm the laziest person in our group..I Think laaaa....lets we carry our characters nicely when practise and forget about the misunderstood..think possitive to too serious....ENJOY IT..just for fun.....OPPSSSS....SORRY SIR FAKHZAN..I don't mean to take this task easily..but MY group will give our best....I guarranty it.
OKEY...I MUST GO NOW.....SEE YOU SOON.
Thursday, August 7, 2008
problem.....problem...till week 5
I dreamt about a little girl....
Two days ago.....After what happened that night, after my eyes were both swollen..I fall asleep and I dreamt about a girl..I had a misunderstanding with this little girl..she hates me and I hate her too..funny huh?!little girl...hahaha....but,in that dream...Although we hate each other...I still have this feeling to have peace with her..I tried so hard to be good to her..I tried everything to talk to her..to pull her SO that I can discuss what's the problem between us..Although she's still small..but she fought like a big girl..so meaning..It's just like me having a problem with a girl of my own age..or even the opposite gender..At the end of that dream, I managed to have peace with her...I felt so happy at the end..but..the funny things in this dream is when Mr. Fakhzan suddenly appeared and giving advice to me...For sure his advice are useful..The point is...no matter who hates you..you have to love them as they're the closest person to you.."LOVE YOUR ENEMY AS YOU LOVE YOUR NEIGHBOUR.."...Being far from my siblings is so hard for me....I miss my three brothers...because...they are the closest person with me...I miss playing around with them....huhu....
WEEK 5!!!
assalamualaikum..
hey guys!!
we are in the 5th week.. actually, it'll be our exam week.. but alhamdulillah, our exam will be on the 6th week.. i'm so nervous.. hopefully i manage to score it during the examination week.. and i'll pray for my coursemate to get an excellent score in every subject for this coming exam.. amin!! chaiyok! chaiyok! everyone.. about this week meeting, there's nothing to comment about.. firstly, i wanna apologize to everyone because i'm not attending two meeting at night.. i've been very busy with this and that meeting.. i'm so sorry!! about this week meeting, we were discussing about our schedule, things that is needed by props and setting, and costume and make-up.. actually, there's been an arguing or i might say a misunderstanding about our schedule.. most of member not agree with our schedule.. it's so pack!! but luckily, we had a meeting on wednesday night.. so, we told our director that we not agree about our schedule.. then, adreanna explain to us about the schedule.. anyway, i'm very very sorry to the person that dissapointed with our team member.. we'll try to give our full commitment.. i know all team members want to win.. but, we cannot give pressure to all of them.. if we pressure them, they'll not give full commitment to win this drama.. anyway, rose, why do you need to go to hispital bintulu??
WEEK 5
Assalamualaikum and good morning,
This week is a week 5 ,but this week is my third week in UPM, I very busy in this week because I have to do a report and I have to settle a few things.On Tuesday we have a drama meeting 9.00p.m at kk1. We had discuss about the time to practice.On Wednesday, we have discuss about the props and setting, I just can hear because I'm not involve in this things. Today is Friday, I'm very nervous because next week we have a test so Saturday and Sunday I want take time to do a revision.
MY LIFE IS SO MESSY!!!
hello for this week
assalamualaikum and hai for all of us.... actually i'm very tired in this week but what can i do.... ermmmm, drama can be our happy but i cannot see where feel happy in my group. if do it meeting, i feel something it not good. no enough co-operation. i hope our group can be the best group, have anything in our group. dont talk at the back. i know anybody not perfect but we must be try to perfect. if who want to say something, i hope please talk ' BERHIKMAH'. ermm i want to say if our want to do something, please relax and serious.
ermmmmmmmm one more again about my plants, i dont no what happen to my plant because i try 3T Principe. everyone at UPM know about 3T principe... REMEMBER MY FRIEND, ALL PROBLEM HAVE WAY TO SOLVE...... I LOVE YOU ALL AS MY BEST FRIEND. SMILE ALWAYS.
OKEY, I GO FIRST AND DONT MISS ME OKEY. SEE YOU AGAIN. ASSALAMUALAIKUM.....
The superman back to the earth..
hello everyone..
nice to meet you again...so long time not to see you..ehhmm...now back to the earth..so far this week is quite busy for me and also disaster..especially today..i thing you all now why..It okay..I 'll try to overcome it next time..
about the drama..although we got clash with the drama practice..alhamdullilah everything is under estimate..mean although no meeting but the work is on..
about the costume..I already have a meeting with my friends..ros , anisa and our beloved senior kak dayah about the costume..and on the last tuesday we got the meeting and I m so sorry because not attend to briefing the costume we gone to have..
it seem I want to make a meeting again with my friends to find the date we gone to collect all the stuffs we need..but I not sure yet..I thing that all from me..sorry to say I hate typing..It make my finger pain..opss.. good bye..and have a nice day..
I dont know why suddenly I keep in touch with superman..hmmm..
elllooo!!!
hye everyone...
emm..this week..feel good and thank god that my 'sawi putih' at 'ladang' was sold after i give all my loves and cares to them..hehe..and i'm very proud because i'm a second person who sell the 'sawi' although its not so good..hehe..to all my friends..don't be jealous..but until today i don't get the profit yet..about the price, its to cheaper..only RM2 per 1kilo...but it's ok..
then...about our drama...
everyone are busy doing their work especially for prob's and setting...they need to settle up everything and they are very hardworking...great job my friends..
about the picture...
the picture had been taken yesterday during biology period in lab...
very funny and as we know Miza is a group 1 and i hope all of you can keep our secret together because i'm sure if she know i share this picture with all calyx's members. of course she will kill me...hehe..
HEADACHE
GOOD DAYS EVERYONE,AND THANKS FOR VIEWING THIS POST.................................
Just in the blink, the time has past so fast. now its already at the 5th week and i just feel that just yesterday my parent send me here. life in upmkb is getting busy day by day, and their never stop for a rest but just goest on. well what is a life if there is no hardworking or just sleeping waiting for success to happened. this week, I'm quite busy with the work and other, but still having some fun and quite enough rest. but still i hear comment from other people that there do not have any time. they only making their life busy with nonsense thing. for only this week, i sacrifice my time for block c meeting to attempt my course group work (drama) meeting. but still i hear other complaining that I'm late and so on. but didn't care because they never understand me.
about the calyx production team, some of them already showing their true identity. seems like a good boys and girls but in deep it hard for me to say. ady always sacrifice her time but they never appreciate it, and as a return they give corruption to this group. in my observation on this group, the syncronizezation already getting fade up week by week and the group team spirit is now gone. I'm getting worried of this happen since in the second week, and now, its already happened. i feel pity to ady because her sacrifice never being paid up because of some of the people always never satisfied. but anyways ady, me, ros, and intan will always stand beside you to support you. be strong ady and let our dream will acchive.
complaine is complaine. and as end of this post, i would like to give an advise. ihope this team would build up the spirit again and to all calyx prodction group member i hope you'll give your respect and please give your cooperation and do not complaint a lot. at least show your mercy to the people and give sapport to them and not complaining. thats all for this week. so long, team...
Paint your PALLETE blue and grey.......colours of sky...
CHEER UP !!!!!!!!!!!!
Hye FriENDs...
Hi there.!!Good morning.Upps,,it's so cold here.ArRrRRr.Hehehe.Okay,actually what happen to our team?I do not understand because I heard that there are misunderstood among us.Is that true???PLEASE,I don't want any nonsense or worst thing happen in our team.HEY FRIENDS,where are your SPIRIT?Now we are in the 5th week and we should realised that the competition for our drama will start soon.We should be ready for that.Am I true?Sorry...... if my words hurt your feelings.I just want to say about my feeling to our team.
Okay,this week,AD had told us about the schedule for our drama practise.And wow!It is pack.That's mean,we should WORK HARD for our team.Right friends?Chayo!chayo!
Oh ya,I also want to talk about my plants at the UPM estate.2 days ago, I went there and I saw my plants grow well.I am so happy and excited.Opps,sorry MR.FAKHZAN if I wrote something that unimportant in this blog.HEHE.Before I forgot,next week on Monday we will have our TEST in PUBLIC SPEAKING.Actually,I am so nervous because I am not confident when speak in BI.But whatever it is, I will TRY to do it.Okay that's all.Have a nice today MR.FAKHZAN.
5th week...
Hye...
Hurm, This week was just ok.. Like ussual, we have our meeting almost everyday... The props and setting was just done by this week.. We does'nt need so much props that need the use of money..
Early of this week, Ady briefed us about our schedule for drama session, and after we discuss, we decide to change a little bit of the schedule.. From next week on, we will only have our drama session on wednesday, thursday and friday but if those days can't be, we will postpone our drama session on saturday and sunday..
Actually, something that not really good had happen in this week... And I felt guilty about it, so I just want to ask for forgiveness to the individu.. I'm so sorry but honestly, I'm not unsatisfied with that thing.. I just want to ask for a little bit of changes because it's not only myself, but for majority of us.. I'm just speak it out for others that was really unsatisfied and angry I thought since everyone seems like will bombed out if they spoke it out and I'm sure I'll not being like that, so I decide to be on behalf for others.. That's all..
I hope this thing will be ok... and once more time, I'm sorry...
Till then, bye..
DIFFICULT TO FORGET!
Assalamualaikum.... today we see again in our blog, I dont know what to want talk about but I want tell MORE again about what I want tell in this blog! understand what I said?, actualy this week I'm so upset with my self! I want to change but HOW? oh yea! do you'll know what I want to tell about? I'm talk about what happen to me first day this week! S0rry mr. Fhakzan today I'm not all I'm talk about BI class or drama or whatever...I know whatever can we write about else in this blog, it's not? actualy it's, yesterday I have do the presentation Hubungan Etnik with my others three members, we are second group must be ready to present, NOW! what I'm so want to cry it! I'm can't to talk to other people well, I'm so nerves! my Idea its lost from mine! when I at the stage I see the big group of people at the back of place there we present to our, my leg! my hand! and all the body its likes I'm in the refrigerator system! I'm can't to control my nerves in puclic speaking! for you'll information I'm is a one of people which is phobia with the puclic speaking, but I want to change! I want to dare my self, but I non to become its I'm a very well in the public speaking! no! thats not my means, I'm just want to try, try and try again for improve my self, but I can't!, I'm so ashamed!, upset!, frust! and whatever! Anywhere and anytime I think that, thats its ghostses my mine averyday! I can't forget my bad days. I'm also worrried about next week, we have a public speaking in BI class, how? I want to be brave! help me! but until forever I will try until I succes! I'm not nerves again! I will try!
HaVe A NiCe DaY !!!!!!!
AsSaLaMuALaIkUm aNd HellO....
We'll see again...
Actually i have no topic to write but i'll try to write something.This week is the fifth week.Oh!!I'm not realize that I live here for the long time...I can't imaging that I can live here about one month already...Huhuhu...Okay,now we talk about our drama..Actually i'm so excited about this drama...This week Adreanna tell us about time table of practice this drama..The schedule is very packed but it's okay because we want to be the winner..At least we can get top five from the rating..We only have 6 week to practice...Hope we can winner the first prize...I'm so excited...I'm sure that all my members in group 2 have the same feeling like me...
To all members in group 2,hope you all not give up and work harder to achieve our mission....Go , Go group 2...Hope you enjoy it...that all,thank you to all my members and don't forget Mr.Fakhzan...Thank you so much...bye-bye
see you soon.....
PROBLEM!!!!!!!!!
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Ady and Syafiq told that we had to make a list of the things we want in costume and make up..
the costume and make-up team just need white cloth and thread and needle...
to be honest, I feel dissappointed with some of my drama team members...
I know that this week is a buzy week(it seems every week is a buzy week for me), with all the quizes and studying and prepparing for the exam next week, but we need to realize that this is only temporary, it'll only be like this for 2 months..
so many complaints... I even did not finish my log book for my cocuricular activity... my eyes got dark circles around it because i stayed all night studying and dissusing about how to improve the drama... I event slept in Intan's room for the whole night because i was too tired to go to my room... (not including about my health problems)
Frankly, after hearing about their complaints, i feel a bit discourage to make the script for the narrator...( sorry, i still didn't finish writing it... i was BUZY!!)(sarcasme)
NELSON is clearly sleepy... he had to find the music for the sound effect... i had to call my ald time 'friend' so that i can eaze his work... Nel never complaints... eventhough sometimes he came late to the meeting, he still comes.... unlike a few member...
However, I would like to THANK SYAFIQ for controlling the situation so calmly and not loosing his temper(not like me)... I SALUTE YOU, DIRECTOR!
I WOULD LIKE TO APPLOLOGISE IF MY WORDS HURT YOUR FEELING, BUT YOU NEED TO HEAR IT!! I'VE BEEN REPREASSING MY FEELING FOR QUITE SOME TIME!!! WHAT MAKES ME ANGRIES IS THAT 'YOU' MADE MY FRIEND CRY!!!... THAT'T IT FOR ME!!!
I ALMOST CRY TOO..BUT IT'S NOT WORTHED TO CRY BECOUSE OF 'YOU'!!
on the 17th august 08, i had to go to the Bintulu Hospital....
It took forever to get the diagnose....
not telling my mum made my mum worries even more....
mummy wanted to take me home....
I second guess my desicion to stay here.... with everything that's going on...
finally I told mummy, I'll stay....
Mummy made a deal with me, after the semester break, I have to consult the specialist in Hospital Seberang Jaya...( I DON'T LIKE DOCTORS!!!!!!!)
wee~
hello everyone!
oke.this is the 5th week and our discussion on our drama still running.
we already had our final ending because we want our drama to be more bombastic.
hahahahaha.
lately we all busying with our tez and quiz, but our commitment in our drama still outstanding.
mm.next week we will having a lot of tez and i guess we will slow down for our drama.perhaps.
waaaa.
next monday we will having public speaking only for 1 minute.i have to get prepared of it.i am just so nervouse but i want to try my best.that is the oppurtunity for me to speak english in public.just wish me luck and i hope i am not going to be blur while i am speak.
we will start practising our drama as soon as possible.
we need to be done our 8 scene before the 10 th week if i am not mistaken.
and on the next month we have to compete with the other team to be on top 5.
i hope that our team will be on the top 5 list.
till then.
bye!
Busy week..
Week 5
Our group have discussed about the material that we need for the drama presentation. We have to list down the material. Ady told us about our next activity for the drama presentation from week 5 to week 12. It’s going to be busy week for us. We have to practice our acting early as we can. This is the time where every group member have to co-operate very well. Now I’m understand how important co-operation between group member to make our organization success in doing job. And talk about next week, DKHP student will take first test..waa..I'm not 100% prepare for the test yet.. hope that whatever things that I do will work smoothly..
Morning and hi to all my friends and our dedicated lecturer,Mr.Fakhzan
Ohhh,now is week 5 already.During week 10 soon we have to perform our drama for the festival night.Ahh,time is running out and keep moving,but we do not start practice yet.That is why some of us are quite stressed with the first drama practice timetable.This is because almost 11 hours per week we have to spend for drama practice.Can you imagine it?Because of this,a little bit misunderstanding occur among calyx production group members.Yet,Alhamdulillah,praise to ALLAH because we manage to overcome the problem.Actually the first timetable is only as a guideline so that our director and his assistant can plan what they want to do and not intended to torture us.Okay?understand all my dearest friends?So,please dont be burdened by the timetable and it is a normal thing for us to sacrifice a lot so that we can achieve what we want.Urmm,I think that is only I want to share.
TOGETHER WE WORK,TOGETHER WE SUCCEED!!!!!
PLEASE!! I AM VERY WORRY & DISAPPOINTED!!
Here comes the 5th week of our drama....
well, honestly, this week I'm very sad and disappointed..='(
Last Tuesday, we had a small meeting at KK1 to discuss on the props and sets list. Me & syaffiq briefed them on what will we be doing in particular week(those coming weeks).The show will be next month...but there's still some of them who doesn't seem to care about this drama!Busy with other stuffs..need to go there and here...my friends, are you putting this english course aside??Which one is more important?You want to achieve a good gred for this course or vice versa??Think about it...
Me myself have a lot of things to be done..but still...I managed to carry on with this drama...you people out there..keep on complaining!come on!get up!We're not school kids anymore..This is how a university student life..There's no relaxing in the room...get used to it!I stayed up late at night to spend some time for this drama..I really want us to make it to the final!!I really care about my team and this drama..
I apologised that may be I'd be too serious in this drama..or I looked strict to all of you...It's my opportunity...When someone is talking in front..pay attention to him/her...I observed that many of you are always busy with your phone or talking behind when someone is explaining something in front..
Dear CALYX members...If there's any problem..Don't talk behind..voice it out quickly before its too late....
After the meeting last Wednesday, I had a small misunderstanding with Sayed..and that night it turned out to a disaster..I'm sorry and I didn't expect that he will do like that..honestly Sayed,you really hurt my feeling that morning and that's the reason I ignored you several times.I'm sorry I did that..I just don't like the way you speak to me..the words you used,rude..Although that happen, I still care about our friendship..I hope everything will be fine as soon as possible because I know I have to act with you on this drama..
I've been crying a lot this few days..I just felt stress..I didn't ask for anything..I just need your full commitment and cooperation..After all what had happened, I felt like giving up..That night,I chat with a senior on the Skype..and from that chat, I learned to be strong..no matter what happen..I need to fight my tears..!I know all these are the challenges..It really challenged me a lot..
By the way, I really appreciate those who are really cooperative and gave their full commitment.I love their spirits!!Always supporting the team....
I just want to say that, I really care about our group...I want everybody to enjoy this drama not feeling stress about it..please!Follow the director's order..We just want the best for our group..
The Anxiousnesss
Assalamualaikum to the muslim
and hello to the others of my fellow friends
I,m am so nervous that we must rush our drama as the time
envy upon us.
But the nervousness has been brought down a little bit as
our asssistant directer purpose us to have a schedule to our drama
for practicing every scene with no fuss and our progres will continue
to inspire others
I also want to apologize to every one if my work is up to your
expactation as I am not a carismatic laeder and extremely lack of skill
to do the job smoothly.
So I hope you all will guide me.
fifth week
AAAAaaaaa................i've to retype again...There was problem just now n i cant post my post.....eeeeeeeee.............
Ok..what i was talking about just now.....we had a meeting on tuesday's night....Ady briefed us about the schedule and event for the upcoming weeks...
There will be a preview and only 5 team will make it to the finale...So, we have to work hard...Smart is way better actually...we do not want our team to bw frustrated and dissapointed..Also remember what mr fakhzan said...dont HUMILIATE him..
Here, i want to make an apology also...to ady espeially..make sure you read my post aaa..hehe..Sorry for the other day...im sorry..for myself and on behalf of the other friends also...This matter shouldnt be happening and we'l must be more open and ensure there will be no other problems...
Im looking forward for the first drama practice...This weekend maybe? But first, i dont know how to act!!!=l i'l try anyway...
That's all for now....adios~
The venue of the drama practice
We will use the open space for our practice...
This will help us to indicate how much we can project our voice to the audience.
The voice projection is a must because we need to make sure all the audience will hear the drama loud and clear..
As you know, our drama has two ending scenes. However we will choose either of the scene as the ending scene after we have done the screen test...
PEACE!!!
Assalamualaikum...dear my friend, again we meet at our blog...
On this week(the 5th weeks), i'm sure most of us (including me....hehehe) were felt little bit pressure because of the coming soon exam...moreover we have to settle down the drama discussion as soon as possible, so we can start the drama acting practise
...we have no choice because the time given are getting shorter days by days...
..BUT...what was happend in our meeting before, at KK2..it should'nt be happended...
it definitely not help us to complete the project before the dateline...
i know everybody was felt little bit exhausted with the schedule that was arranged by addy...
..but.. at the same time, for sure addy also would felt the same..in fact it, she maybe more exhausted than us do...
so...Dont lets the pressure control us...
Lets us control the pressure....
if there is something to argue about, lets have a nice talk...
dont use the anger to solve the problem...
..no hurt feeling huh...
..this is just what i'm felt or maybe once of my opinion...
peace!!!!!
In memory of my late grandfather, “Paknek”.
He’s the one who brought me to the barbershop and old town of Sri Aman to get my dream toys when I was small. When I went back to ‘kampung’, he always bought me a great ‘kuih’ and local cuisines for my breakfast. With his old bicycle, he left the house early in the morning in his favourite white pants and cotton shirt. Those pictures still in my mind untill now. I tried hard to forget it and to let it go, but couldn’t at all. He once said to me, ‘Whoever you will become one day, never forget your root and always being humble. There will some people will hurt you and try to push you down, but you have to keep in faith and never look back. Always believe that God will be with you and shines you the light in the end of the dark way.’ Till now, I still remember what he said to me long time ago. People always say that, when we lost someone you will need time to heal even recover from the pain. Yet, I’m not agree with that. It become harder for me and tougher for me to get rid all of those memories.
My late grandfather had taught me, never look messy and old-fashioned even though you are not in a good condition or facing a problem. Never let people know what you feel and have inside, and never show the gloom and sorrow that you are facing off. He also mentioned, try to look good and do not let your problem take over your day and life. Life is so short. There is still a way to find a brighter side. He had advised me to dress up nicely and know how to pick a good cloth. Throughout my observation, when I looked the way he dressed up, I knew I should take a good lesson from him. With a good quality of leather shoes, imported watches, well-tailored pants and shirts, a fresh and nice scent of fragrances, it taught how important to look nice and take care of ourselves. It’s all about personality, self-confidence and a good impression. I never forget how angry he was at me, when he found out I didn’t wear ‘samping’ for Raya pray last few years. He stressed out to appreciate our heritage tradition moreover our culture. Till now, I kept his principles in my personal thought. One thing I realized, he never raised his voice to me and my sister but not to my other cousins. According to our relatives and his friends, he was a very strict and fierce man when he was young. He was been known as a helpful man and perfectionist leader. Now I know, where did I inherence it from. He loved to read newspapers, journal and books. His passion was politics issues and had a good relation even connection with lots of Sarawak’s ministers and politicians. Some of them are his good friends and relatives. I can see his interest in politics when he discussed the matter with his good friends. He was so enthusiasm with it. He always encouraged me and my sister to read a lots and never give up in pursuing our study to higher level. I won’t forget it, never.
Few days after the funeral, I went to his house. Opened his closet, I looked at his collection of wardrobes, made me wonder how well he managed to take care of all his belongings. But, what made me cried on that day, I saw a new ‘ baju melayu’ that still hang in the cupboard. I remembered, the sky blue satin cloth was given by me just before he fall sick. He said he will wear it for this year coming Raya eve. It seems he couldn’t make it for this time. Every ‘raya’ morning, he always to wake me up and get ready to go to the mosque. Without I realized, I sat on the floor next to his bed and cried like a baby. I felt so sorry for him, so sad and devastated. Now, I know how much I miss him and need him to be with us again. He put nicely all the shirts and pants that I bought for him. Even the sandals that I gave to him for last ‘Raya’, he kept it well in his cupboard. I touched it and made me felt that he’s still around. When I cleaned up his bedroom, I found a picture of me and my sister with him and our late grandmother. I showed it to my sister, then, we cried together. We felt that how much he loved both of us and missed us while we were away from him. I’m so appreciated with all his love, care, concern and thought to us. Before he died, he kept calling my name and did not want to be apart from my sister. That was make me feel more so down and frustrated for not making to meet him at his last moment. We been informed by the elders, that he’s not that well and not living that long, but I never expected this happened so soon.
This thing happened few years back, when I told him that I’ve been posted to Bintulu to work as a teacher. At first, he wasn’t that agree so did my parents as well. I still remember, before I left to Bintulu, he always dropped by to our new house and reminded me to take care of myself even he taught me few ‘doa’ in order to protect myself. I knew, he just worried because I will being away again from my family. The day I left, again, he bought me some ‘kuih’ for my breakfast and asked me to eat it. How grateful and touched I felt that time. But now, it’s gone and never happen again. Every time, when I back to Bintulu, early in the morning he will come to our house and walked me to my car. As usual, before I begin my way back to Bintulu, he said to drive safely and take a rest if I got tired of a long journey driving. Now, I will not see it again even I will miss all those things. Of course I will feel empty and searching for him for no reason. Maybe I get used to be around with him, but now he’s gone and leaving us forever. His memories still with us, with his spirit we try to move on our life, no matter how hard it is. As he said before he closed his eyes, “Orang yang tidak mengenang jangan dikenang, walaupun setiap masa kita mengenang”. Till now, we still try to figure out what he meant. My mom told me, while he said that, his tears dropped by and deeply looked at my mother. I’m sure, he had something that he had kept for such a long time. Let it go with his soul and memory. With my pray, I hope he will be fine and live peacefully up there. How hard I try to adapt living without him, I’m sure he must be around us even I couldn’t see him. I can feel his presence and his spirit with me.
To my dear family and friends, take this a good lesson for us. Appreciate what we have and never push away our family. Once they are gone, we couldn’t return them back to us. Even though I didn’t have any critical issues with my late grandfather, I just didn’t spend so much time with him. I know, he had such a hard life before even since he was kid but he never showed it to us. How strong he was and brave man he became. I will always love you ‘Paknek’ and of course I will always miss you as how I feel the same way with ‘Maknek’. May Allah bless both of you…Amin.
p/s In paying a respect to him, please do recite ‘Al-Fatihah’ for him. I do appreciate your pray. Thank you.
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
From bottom of my heart...
Please everyone....
It seem that there are some people talking at the back...
please, come out and share your problems with the me and everyone...
As the director, I want to see our drama to be successful..
And this maybe the last time I'm begging from all of you for not to take this drama lightly..
All of the scenes must be covered... because in September we will have a preview session..
then the week 11th week... the elimination week for the losers...
For sure, I know all of us don't want to lose and dissapoint our beloved Mr.Fakhzan...
Attention!!
All of us will have our drama practice in front of the Pusat Islam... no more air-conditioned room...
For those who are not happy with this.. please go inform to Mr.Fakhzan...
Just Want To Say " SORRY"......
In this week, we have discuss the materials that have to use for the setting of our drama " SCARS OF LIFE". Then we have to present it to director and discuss it more detaily. We tried to make the props in ourselves. So, we may save and reduce the cost as well.
Hmm.... I have something to say at here. But if what i had point out here, hurt somebody's feeling, i really SORRY for that. I'm one of the crew of the props, setting and design. So far, it is sorry to say i really cant see any cooperation from each member in this small team. I know everyone is busy with your work, studies,meetings and so on. But, all of us include me also the same.
We are in a team, but its seem the work and the preparation is going to be a personal work. Truly to say, I really feel disappointed and sad. =( I posted my view last week, and I had saying that " Team Work Is The Key To Success". I really wishand hope that everyone can give yours cooperation.
SORRY and SORRY again... I really do not mean to say out all this. But if i had doing something wrong or i misunderstood it, hope all of you can just tell me. By this, people will only become better and won't reply their mistake again.
Wishing there have a good changes in our team. I know all of you can surely make it!! Just try your BEST!! =)
Monday, August 4, 2008
sorry i'm late............
tomorrow i send....
because i've send but its cant send...
at least i do it....
tomorrow i send..
sorry for being late post this blog..
Hello to all my friends,and also to our cool Sir,MR.Fkahzan.First of all I want to apologise for being late post myblog.Actually I already post it last friday.But AD told me that I have not post my blog yet.Now I am so worried that Mr.Fakhzan did not want to accept my blog.Huhh.Okay,last week on 31/07/08 was our 3rd meeting.I am so shocked that they changed our drama script.But 1 thing that I am not understand was,why do they changed my character.??I guess maybe it is because I have a short hair ,so it is suitable for me to act like an old woman.hehehe.
Actually I am so worry now because I do not have any experience in acting before.OH NO!Arghh.Hey friends please help me.OKAY.Opps,,before I forget,I want to say thatI really enjoy during BBI CLASS..because it is INTERESTING.yES!!
OKay,that's all.Have a nice day.bYEE...!
Sunday, August 3, 2008
take the opportunities...
hye girls...and boyss...take this opportunities to enjoy this english class because i think this class may give all of us the opportunities to grab A becuse of the high percentage of the coursework...its very different from my pass experience here...take the chance, don't waste it guys...to mr.fakhzan, u are realy a wonderful teacher and ignore what others said because u are realy a great teacher...i always enjoy the class because of you...thanks for your guide and to all the classmates grab this opportunities to get a coloring results for your first time here...
welcome back....
assalamualaikumm.....recently we have met and discuss about the change title and also modified the story to making more interest and suspends. actually we are not be sure about the ending of the story because it is still under discussion. i am given a responsibility to handle the lighting part....i will always give my support to this group and we will successful during the competition.. i wish good luck to all of us and let's get work?
we meet again...
hye everybody....hye mr.fakhzan...first of all i would like to apologize to mr.fakhzan for always being late for your class....my time is killing me...thanks for always understand my situations...i will make it early next time...about our drama discussion, recently we have changed the title and modified the story a bit...but we are not clear about the end of the story...because it's still under costruction...haha...actually i am happy enjoying the class with a very kind lecturer and all my happy little brothers and sisters...i will try my best to give my commitment to this group...