SORRY I'M LATE

first of all, I'm sorry because I'm late to post this blog. I'm so sick that Friday.
huh... its about week 9, although the semi final just in the corner but still I'm relax because i already know the result from the beginning. although i quite nervous and do it the best that i can still in the end the result is still the same. maybe it's because i lost my believe on certain people in the calyx production. also because all people are stress. but I'm enjoying the drama festival that will be held soon. and i hope this all be end soon.
about the drama, my opinion is just the same from the beginning to the end. like mostly it has a vary little improvement that you also do not know if there is an improvement or not. they always call up for drama practice but they just keep playing around and do the same activity as before until there some of the member very fade up when hearing that there is a drama practice will be done. me my self skip twice the drama practice because I'm already fade up with all of it, and i do not want any stress before the competition. any way, I'm that time is out to the city to take out some money, and the second time i skip is because I'm so and that i sleep at my room with they busy calling me for the music for practice.
about the t-shirt, I'm vary disappointed of the design, its just like a charity t-shirt or just like my aunt t-shirt at my home town. if only the t-shirt is in purple colour, maybe the design will be more interesting to see but what can i do its already being printed. so, just accept it either i like it or not.
I'm very sorry to sir when i heard about the news, now its second time it's related to dkhp. huh..... i want to know the person who did that but I'm also fill very guilty about it. i fill sorry to sir because if all of us at sir place, we still have some one to speak about it, but sir, who will be the one to hear all about sir problem, i know it because will be more responsible to our self when we get more older. some time we can done a things by our self but some time we need some one to talk to but we're shame, afraid, and unresponsible about it. maybe the person who make sir lie that shall apologise although its me who done it i still want to apologise to sir all about it. sir I'm very sorry if I'm the one who did it, but apologise is not enough if its hurt you so much.
by the way, i don't want to talk about it further because what done is done. and don't worry, be happy because there is a life to live more. don't think about all the past, it just might be hurting us from the inside, think about the future where we still have the change to done something good or change our attitude for it. that's all for me from now. I'll post again on Friday for the 10Th week. I'm sorry sir because I'm late to post this blog. see you. bye........

CHAPTER BY CHAPTER

hai, again all. nice day, nice week and nice month. full with conflict and joyflness, where life is just like a drama. well this is life for particular children, but for me life is harsh, everyway is conflict, there is no easy choise and lack with happiness. huh... such an unpleasent day.
for me, life never be peace until the time has come. the time where i can get my eternal peace, where no people dare to disturb me. such a pity the one who just playing arround, and doesn't know the meaning of life. life is dull to me, there is no special colour to it just black and white just like my personality. black for vengence, and white side for true seeing. thats all i have.

life is so dull with there is no special one behind,
but for me it's enought, just enought,
for messing my life.
hei.... where is the light i seek,
all i see is a darkness. an eternal darkness where there is no one therjust me and my shadow. a fake light to me!!!
so hard to live, but easy to die.
thats the phreses that i always here.
is deatd is just that simple.
huh... may be i gonna ask the dead people about it.
or i just gonna tried it up. but i'm not insane to do that.
my life is belong to someone else,
and i still have sacrefice it for them.
because i'm in a big depth to them.
hey....
maybe i'm not strong, wondering alone in this world.
maybe i need some help from other.
but what i am, compare to every person that i know.
i'm just disturb other people life.
i'm just a junk in their eye.
so i sepose just to ignore all, and live in my own caccon.
thats all for now. see ye.

Week 9

Assalamulalaikum,

Last Tuesday Zi and I went to the town to buy some props that we still did'nt have for our drama presentation. Unfortunately, we could'nt find some of the props, seem like the shop in the area of town do not have many choices for us to buy things that we want.It's better for me to shopping in Kuching while I'm going to my auntie's house to celebrate hari Raya, if I have extra money at that time..hehe

Last wednesday, member who take in charge in costume and make up have to get ready for their job to make up and prepare costume to the main characters for photograph session. The picture will be edit for our group's pamplet.

Last night, we have our drama rehearsal at Pusat Islam but have been cancelled after that because many of member didn't came, I don't what the reason why they didn't came..
Time so fast.. next week is first week for fasting for the muslim and also the week for test 2. My result for the last test was not very well so I have improve it for the next test in order to have good pointer for this sem.

That's all I can say for this week..